Saturday, July 31, 2004
hmmm....actually, 2 dae was not so bad afterall. he went online, surprisingly. i tot dat after he went offline, he would nv go online again. but, i was wrong. ok, i was surprised.i told him bout my injured ankle. ok, so he said ouch and asked me if i was ok. but dat meant nth as i noe. he is a ncie guy and is practically nice 2 everyone. so, nth special abt the feelings 2 wards me i guess. but nvm. wat my sis said made sense. well i m not gonna stop being depressed but at least i will get better, as in not DAT depressed.but i will still be depressed i tell u. doesn't means dat i hav forgotten all ur selfishness and bad stuff. i juz simply chose to TRY to ignore dem.i m tryin very hard 2 live my own life but i canot. owellx, nvm. i will try 2 get out of ur trap. one dae, i will b a free bird. no longer saddened by ur trap and cage. i will be free. i will soar into the sky and eventually, disappear. mark my words. i mean everything i sae. nitez to all whose care and concern i accept and appreciate.
just did it at 9:44 PM