Friday, July 30, 2004
*sigh* it's late in the nite and still i canot get to slp. coz my dearest mum comin home soon frm her fwen's b'dae 2 help me rub my ankle. ty mummy!ty fer showing me concern. i love u^_^ frogs croaking away frm our garden, the nite is lonely and quiet as usual. owellx, got used 2 it. canot slp 2 late 2 dae coz 2 ml hav violin once more. haven't been 2 violin fer quite a while. dunoe wats goin on. i rilly miss the daes where we used 2 tok. where hav dey all gone 2? my ankle hurts, i hav no mood to do anythin but i canot stand doin nth at the same time. as i said earlier, nth works rite fer me anymore. i m no longer being loved. i ony hav my family and monica che che in my life. the rest, bullshit.all liars and pretending ony. pretendin 2 b kind and dun show me any concern at all. but it's ok. coz i can live on my own. i dun need help and sympathy anyway. great. now dey r gettin closer and closer. congrats cy and xy. finally u all r gettin wat u all hav ever wanted for so long. so go ahead. leave me alone 2 die. i rather u overlook me den show flase concern. *ouch* my ankle hurts even badly now. i hav completely no mood fer ant=ythin. i juz wanna slp. nth else. but i canot coz the frogs' croaks r ringing away in my ears. as i sae, let me EMPHASIZE dis phrase. NTH EVER WORKS RITE FER ME!!!!!!!!!! i m sick and tired of living in a trapped cage. i need my own life. my own world. plz help me. i m desperate.
just did it at 7:40 PM