Sunday, August 08, 2004
2 dae is sundae, and i m surprised myself dat i can wake up so early haha. may b b coz of the irritating contacts dat keep me awake. well, my sis got her new phone, congrats. i oso got my new sim card liao but hav 2 wait fer 1 dae den it can activate. argh...i juz canot stand waitin. yesterdae WAS high. so fun. we went 2 far east and shopped like mad. we went into this fashion and tried on so many nice clothes. but of coz canot buy lar...no money heheh...but anywawe, we had a funt ime tryin. luckily de slaeslady wasnt fed up wif us.but end up i oso bought 1 nice tank top. canot wear 1st wor... my mum need 2 buy tube fer me so i can wear tank tops in future. yesterdae was cool. i rilly enjoyed. and we played number game in the MRT. i lost....yes.and i will hav 2 shake his hand on wednesdae and sae hi. holy...truth or dare is deadly.i hope he doesnt mind me shakin my hand. its ony a dare though.will b goin 2 the hotel l8er, so excited. i canot wait 2 c the fireworks.well, i m kinda missin him. felt much better after spillin all my thoughts 2 pei qi and alcie. i miss him. i wanna c him. but i dun dare. y m i so cowardly?i dun even dare 2 face the person i like...useless. yes. gloria is useless.i m not fit fer him. he deserves sum other better gals. i better steer away frm him in future. yes dats wat my consience is tellin me 2 do. but i juz canot. i canot resist him. i dunoe y. feelin like i m gettin out of control.o need a break.help me.
just did it at 9:25 PM