Tuesday, August 31, 2004
dats it. i can't stand it any longer. woke up last night at abt 2 am. had a horrible dream. wanted 2 cry. but can't coz i had my contacts on. it was juz so horrible.wish i could stop imagining things like dat any more. i juz get so hurt deep down inside me.i feel sick and miserable. i need him. well, he's not here and won't be here. he will be busy tending after her in skool. 2 bad fer me 2 fall ill. blame it on me. it's all my own fault. i brought dis misery upon me myself. ur such an idiot gloria.
just did it at 11:01 AM