Thursday, August 05, 2004
finally, de dae has cum.2 ml we gonna celebrate national dae at skool. i tink it's gonna b sorta dumb but i m lookin forward 2 it anywae. gonna do journalism wif priscilla. tink it's gonna b fun goin round the skool and writing an interestin article. 2 dae was gd. ok la, not GD but juz simply..ok. seeing him readin my bk juz pumps in tingling excitement fer me. played wif play corn haha. was very funi coz it has 2 properties at the same time. also had a "fun" time bleaching my pinafore. LOL crnstarch is deadly! so powdery and white. i juz canot c wat's goin on in his mind. if ony i can get a little hint.jesus, sent me an angel.i rilly miss grandpa. though he's gone, i can still feel his presence..somehow. he's watchin over me. and not ony me, he's watchin over everyone. grandpa, juz wanna let u noe dat i love u wif all my heart and dat i hav never evevr forgotten u at any time.i feel as if i hva changed, into a different person. i m no longer the immature, innocent, childish and cheeky gloria i used 2 noe. i hav turned into a mature and young lady wif feelings. yes dat's it. i hav feelings. i m a human and human hav feelings. juz dat as u grow older, u hav more conroll of ur feelings and u start 2 express dem out. like having mood swings, crying in a corner and blah blah.....yes. as u grow older, u hav crushes ^_^ oh s***! mum omost found out bout my dear crush the dae b 4 yest! luckily i kept dat secret paper juz in time. if not....i canot imagine wat will happen. isit love? or isit crush? i rilly dunoe wat i m experiencing now.i dunoe hu i m . i hva to start a journey of my own where i start 2 rediscover myself. i need 2 b hu i m am. obviously, i need help at the moment. will he help me?
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