Sunday, August 01, 2004
m at my grandma's house now...ever since grandpa's death, we hav been goin 2 her house very often, juz to make sure dats she dun gets 2 bored. it's gd 4 her to hav so many ppl caring fer her.as fer me, i m not sure if i hav alot of ppl caring fer me. at least, i noe dat Jesus is owaes dere for me.ty 2 cecilia, i found out another exit in my life, and dat is Jesus. skool is startin again 2 morrow, and i m quite hapi abt it in fact. i look forward to skool now.so proud dat my dear cousin ellery ngiam was featured in the TIMES magazine. hav a strong feelin dat he is gonna turn into an ispiring directer and script writer frm singapore. well done dear cousin! i rilly look forward 2 more of his shows on TV. perhaps, i should ask my frends 2 watch as well. well, my ankle still hurts, ALOT. dunnoe whether it will get well. m rilly so afraid dat i wm not able 2 dance ballet foreva. dancing is my dream. i will nv giv it up. i rilly very scared. i oso dun wanna go 2 chinese physician. very pain one leh. how??? haix, depressed again.looks like i will nv get hapi again.somehow, i m afraid 2 meet him 2 mr in skool.
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