Friday, September 17, 2004
yikes! it's so late in the nite liao and i m still blogging. lol. actually not dat late la but i suppose 2 slp early 2 nite coz 2ml morining hav psle listeing exam. aiya listening chicken feet la lol. lotsa ppepz owaes sae dat. so fast time flies, now the 1st week of term four is already over. i juz canot believe it. evevrsince i went back 2 skool, i feel as if i m a happier hperson, no longer havin unnneceserry worries and so on. and i definetly noe de reason y. it's becoz of him. he givs me strength. and i feel gd as long as i m besdie or near him. 2 dae was siew yee's b dae haha. we gave her presents and she seemed quite hapi. 2 dae oso xin da's b dae. wonder wat pei qi gonna do bout it lol. well, ony thin dat i wry now is dat my sis is still in hospital. i rilly dunoe how 2 help her. i seem so desperate. it's my fault dat she got into hosptial. i gave the virus 2 her. and now she has 2 suffer all becoz of me. i m juz 2 selfish. i tink she blames me. but i dun blame her fer blaming me though. i derserver her hatred. she has all the reasons in the world 2 b mad at me. all the needles, drips and etc. i juz canot bear 2 think. 2ml actually after LC me and alcie and pei qp planned to go 2 alcie's house 2 do group studying. but 2 bad i canot coz i hav 2 rush home and get rdy fer biao yi's weding dinner. i canot wait. i love weddings and wedding gowns. coz i wanna get married... ^_^ ahaha m i nuts or wat? lol. small gal wif big ambitions. but nvm coz on nxt wednesdae we goin 2 pei qi's house 2 study n e wae. so i wun miss much. the 3 of us oraedi plan wat 2 do after psle. since mah b dae is on 24 oct, we goin out on 23 oct to far east 2 buy clothes frm banana trends. i wanna get a japanese skool uniform outfot. i hav the top and shoes liao. i juz hafta get the pleated skirt, the tie and the leg warmers. den my b dae wish fer a digital cam will hav 2 wait till i get lder anywae. but i dun mind coz i like goin out wif those 2 gals. dey r juz so much fun. den afta shoppin, we goin back ta pei qi's house den we havin slp over!!!!!!! haha . we plan but i dunoe mum allow onot. hope she does though. den nxt dae we comin over 2 my house den we hav my b dae party!!!!!!! yay i so excited. but wat's the use? i still hav psle 2 go through. ARGH!!!
but nvm. i can do it. i mean i make sure i do it lol. i muz try my best and giv mah best shot. kk shall not blog furthur coz gtg slp and get ready fer tml. adious~~
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