Saturday, March 05, 2005
imagine being left all alone in victoria concert hall. everyone's gone. even the chinese orchestra people. the only people left were curious tourists who walked past the concert hall, throwing weird glances at me. and when i saw you i was glad. glad that you arrived afterall. after having me to wait for 40 whole minutes, all you did was scold me. scold me for staying at the concert hall all by myself. scold me for not having someone beside me. scold me for being a bad girl. scold me for wanting to risk myself. let me get this clear. as if i like to enjoy the empty concert hall. as if i like to risk myself. as if i love the feeling of having no one beside me. wtf. watching everyone leaving. slowly one by one, people go. soon i was left standing alone. leaving only me staring into the blank space. all i had was hollow sms-es to keep me going. without those sms-es, i would have lay down on the floor. i would have not bothered at all and sleep. and all i get is blames. the feeling of being left alone, it's not nice at all.
just did it at 11:00 PM