Sunday, March 27, 2005
sian lar... today is such a lazy and slacky day. i wish i'm sick like zhou. so that i don't have to go to school tomorrow. so that i can skip se tomorrow. so that i can leave my jian bao for tomorrow to do. had tuition this morning, and guess what. i didn't do my homework again. but that's alright, because mr choo never scolds. and then dad was super ap today. don't know what the hell he wants. slammed the door so hardly. hack la.. my family is falling into pieces. i don't care. the most i end up in an orphanage. then i can quit schooling. great. went for violin also. class was super boring. stupid scales. throughout the class i was having a splitting headache. i was hungry and tired and i had a headache. felt like i was going to die. yet the scales pushed me on. i floated out of the room after class. i realised that it was raining heavily. well, not exactly heavily but it was raining anyway. dad came to pick me. and then he vented all his so-called anger and frustrations on a stupid car. he was driving so horribly. my headche turned into giddyness. i felt like the whole world was spinning. and he still doesn't cares. i really wanted to vomit in the car. this way, he will have to clear up the mess. call me unfillial, call me insensitive, whatever. then i attacked my lunch when i got home. ate halfway and then i felt like vommiting. must be that thrilling car ride. so i ate half a packet of rice for lunch and then i rest my head on the dining table half-dead while mum goes on and nags and nags about how much i'm using the computer. and i don't care. i wasn't listening. i was busy trying to force my vomit down my stomach so it doesn't gushes out of my throat. after that i went up and took a nap. serisouly, if you happen to be feeling sick and down, just take a nap. just 3 hours would do. and you would feel much better the whole day. i was disturbed a few times during my sleep. mum came in and added her comments. she came in, nagged and then went out. then she came in again and nagged again and went out again. well, i woke up at about 6.30 and then i had my bath. then i have been using the computer all the way till now. i'll leave my jian bao for later. prepare to laugh my guts out for the ru hua show later. 'HA HA' -_-" sigh.. i'll go slack now.. so little people online. life sucks la.
and oh ya, happy 16th birthday, kim keat. now u can pool legally and u can watch nc16 shows that contian some explicit images such as sex scenes =
just did it at 7:22 PM