Thursday, March 31, 2005
to se lover: well your words make total sense. if you're really unhappy with me you can always approach me and talk to me about it. if you dare you can always tell everyone who you are and why you are so unhappy with me. you can't expect everyone to love their cca once they join it. ok la. maybe you're the kind that hate newcomers because you think they're immature and not as good as you. well i don't mind if you really think this way. maybe you hope and wish that everyone in se loves se as much as you do. maybe you hope everyone in se can play as well as you do. but i'm sorry i can't meet your requirements. this is the truth. i don't think i like se as much as you do. and i definetly canot play as well as you.
you love se, good for you, you found a cca where you belong in and where you can enjoy. but that's not the case for me. maybe not everyone's as popular and likable as you. well, if you really hate me. i don't mind. come to me on saturday and give me a slap across my face. that way i can know who you are. and that way you can express your hatred for me in front of the whole se. still, i don't blame you for what you have said. i just want to let you know, people have their own hard times too. well, maybe you think that i'm acting cute. ok fine. next time i go to school i'll use a plastic bag and tie it over my head. this way no one can see my face. and this way, you won't see me acting cute anymore.
and yea. thanks for giving me such a hard time.
just did it at 10:20 PM