Monday, April 25, 2005
finally i blog.. was very depressed the whole day. don't really know why. during science lesson at the com lab i watched the hide memorial video.. it was so touching.. i cried while watching it. and i tried RILLY hard not to let anyone see me and my teary red eyes.. so far in the first time of my life, a simple good song can actually touch me to tears. there's endless rain, forever love. these two can rilly make me cry.. i don't know. maybe putting hide's pictures on my table isn't a very good idea.. haha i get distracted you know.. =D but never mind, he can motivate me.. hide's death anninversary is next monday.. i wish i can do something for him. but it's like i'm here in singapore and his ashes are i don't know where coz they were scattered all over a river in los angeles.. i guess i'll just spend the day listening to X-Japan's songs and crying my heart away.. sigh this IS a sign of obssesion that causes depression. =( sad..
just did it at 10:09 PM