Saturday, April 16, 2005
i was changing in the room just now and i just sat down and cried. i started to question myself. what is it. what is it that i really want. i couldn't find an answer to that question. it's really complicating. my goal is so far away, almost unreachable. but then again,it seems as if i have no goals at all. i'm not sure of what i'm doing, or even what i'm going to do. seriously i don't know what i want. it seems so distant nowadays. tell me. tell me what i should do next.
just did it at 4:59 PM