Monday, May 09, 2005
today was a bad day. CORRECTION. today was one of the bad days again. school was OK.. borderline, nothing much. after school i skipped lunched. painted the classroom. cca was horrible. i feel damn stupid. never mind. i got really hurt when she said that. when she said that no one will listen to me. when she said that the petition won't be of any use. it really hurt me. i cried during se today. i really don't know whats wrong with me. i wish i can stop crying.
and to everyone. maybe you think that it's crazy and stupid for me to sign something which seems useless to you. but i just want to try. perhaps they will be touched by the fans' sincerity and they won't close it down anymore. so people, don't dishearten me by telling me sad stuff like no one will listen to me.. or the petition will be of no use... coz i'll be really really sad. i'll CRY infront of you. i mean it.
sigh... i just wanna fly away..
just did it at 7:50 PM