Friday, May 27, 2005
YAY!!!!! i'm feeling sooo ecstatic now.. so happy!!!!!!!!!
1) HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!
2) seth et holth FINALLY downloading after so many days..
3) MY HIDE GUITAR KEYCHAIN IS HERE!!!!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDD
but in the same time i'm still feeling rather down because of what happened just now.. i asked miss ku if i can skip SE for awhile on the concert day. just skip for awhile and then after that rush back for concert. i have swan lake concert performed by the royal american ballet company on that day too.. i want to watch it soo badly.. have been wating for soo long and finally i can watch a ballet performance again.. and the last time they performed swan lake was like 15 years ago? oh my god if i miss it this time does it mean that i have to wait for another 15 years later till i can watch it again? that's soo long! so i was really upset when miss ku said that it's rather impossible for me to take leave for awhile only on the concert day. i wanted to cry.. swan lake leh.. i was soo happy when i thought i could go.. so i admit i was quite angry with miss ku in my heart.. but then i thought over it and realised that it's more worth it to skip the ballet concert than to miss the last few practices and rehearsals.. i mean like.. i would rather waste $115 on a ballet ticket than waste everyone's $8.. and i don't wanna spoil the concert by playing some awful notes.. it'll be too selfish yea? everyone work so hard for it and i spoil it.. so in the end i had to give the ballet concert a miss.. of course i feel devastated about it.. but well.. sometimes in life we come across decisions that we have to make.. i guess i should do what's best for everyone yea? so then, farewell swan lake.. =(
just did it at 6:07 PM