Tuesday, January 31, 2006
dir en grey's akuro no oka is such a sad song.
tomorrow i'll be the loneliest girl on earth.
people around me will all be having fun.
this is no fun.
why can't you even tell the difference from being truely happy, forcefully happy and being sarcastically happy?
have you ever felt so desperate and pissed off because there's this whole mountain of worries and anger and troubles trapped inside you but there's no one to tell to. people whom you don't wish to tell keep bugging you for an answer while people you wish to talk to just aren't there. in fact, they never are! why are the people i want to talk to always so busy yet the people whom i wish to ignore are so free? seriously, i feel like smashing something. sooner or later i'm going to explode of anger and frustration with all my guts and intestines spilling out just like an over cooked turkey bursting with fillings and rice in the oven.
it's all because people never ever listen. they hear, but they don't listen. what's the whole damn point? any longer, i'm going to have high blood pressure already.
just did it at 6:02 AM