Tuesday, January 31, 2006
ok that's it. i cannot stand you anymore. for heaven's sake are you even my real sister? i don't care if you are or not because i do not treat you like one. you fucking bitch. everything has to always be your way huh? why? because you almost died when you were young? oh who cares? i don't! stop thinking that just because you almost died then you have the authority to call the shots in THIS house. in fact, here's something you ought to know. based on your level of maturity and intelligence, you have no right to play boss in my family, neither do you deserve my respect. can you please reflect on yourself? maybe after that you'll realise why your number of friends always reaches no more than 10. yea so what if you have friends? people only come to you just because you're always so demure and gentle and quiet outside. EAT MY SHIT. i bet your friends don't know how barbaric and rebellious you are at home. why do you always think you're so right? you're only fond of making false accusations of others, letting yourself seem so much like the victim. but you what? WE who are living with you are the real victims. everyone has to give in to you everytime. even after we do that, you turn around and accuse our parents of being biased against you. like what the fuck? do you even realise how much effort they put in to just please you? and then you never ever show your gratitude. i'm sick and tired of reasoning out with you already (in fact i think everyone is) because the fact is that you never ever listen! you're so stubborn that you never want to listen to the others. you always think you're so correct! i think, that my life would be much happier if not for you.
and that was referring to YOU, my sister who doesn't act like a sister. stop living in your own world of godly fantasies. i don't see how you are fit to be deemed a christian. i've never seen a christian getting every single thing he/she wants by force and rebelliance. i've never seen a christian shutting out everyone else in his/her life and only letting GOD in. i've never seen a christian like you before. and most obviously, god has failed in teaching you even the most basic christian philosophies and qualities. if every single christian were to be like you, i'd bet that the world would be in ultimate chaos. you're a shame, girl. better wake up before the whole world starts hating you.
just did it at 11:56 PM