Friday, February 24, 2006
i'm still feeling angry. i'm feeling sadistic. i'm feeling evil. see? this is the problem when all the anger and troubles stay inside me for too long. they mutate. become out of control. i start directing all my anger and frustration at an imaginary person. let me think of a name for that bloody fucker. ok i shall call her mandy. i don't know why, i hate the name mandy. thus, i hate mandy and i hate mandies. OH WHATEVER, actually i hate the whole world but i hate mandies more. Reason? mandy thinks she is as sweet as a candy but the truth is she stinks like old panties. i hate you mandy. you bitch, you ruin my life. i hate you. you're a thorn in my flesh, a fly in my ointment, you're the spot on my paper. why can't you just go away and stop bothering me. just take all your dirtiness and bloodiness away. i hate you. i don't want you, i don't need you. go find someone else, you're such a parasite. you annoying swine.
the below content is highly violent and sadistic. if you're a scaredy whiny pig, stop readind at once.
let's start from the head for today. i shall start by ripping off hair from your scalp. not all your hair, but just some. rip them off, tear them off, jerk them off, whatever. just anything to cause painful hair loss to you. then i shall rid off the remaining hair by lighting them on fire. just burn burn burn, yay how fun. i'll let them all burn until the flames fry your raw scalp abit until the scalp turns charred. then i shall rub some sea salt. meanwhile i'll just enjoy while listening to you scream in agony. Yippee. i shall then get a penknife and start carving away. anything i like. random doodlings, just making pretty patterns on your bald red scalp. then blood'll trickle down. by this time you should be having a burning sensation at your scalp. i'll use a big long sharp carving knife to slice open your scalp. let the blood drip away, we shant bother about the mess. i'll lick it up later. now lets continue. ooh what do i see under your scalp? a network of fantastic pulsating veins. slowly i pierce a hole on them one by one. the end product should look like many many fire hydrants gone wild. ok so after that we'll just rip the veins off. thye are of no use anymore. just take out the whole brain too and start mashing it up. use the blender, the mincer, anything. it's brain DIY. then after that the brain is of no use too. we're left with the eyes. pull them out, play with them, see how far they stretch beyond the sockets, anything i like. by this time i would already be very satistfied. i would stand on your chest and scream wildly at you : i may be a loser but you're a bigger failure than me. i may be ugly but you're the ugliest of all. because, you're not even human anymore! you ugly fuck head.
*phew* ok now i feel better. much better. hey to all angry people out there, this IS good therapy. try it now, just pick a name and start ranting away. what can i say, i, gloria, defintely have a flair for words.
just did it at 10:22 PM