Friday, February 24, 2006
i've been busy. very busy. busy practicing my very lousy ammatuerish violin piece for workshop. busy trying to think of excuses to not do my homework. busy chatting with people online. busy reading angelheart. busy thinking of stuff that happened. busy thinking over and over again. busy waiting. busy trying to get an answer from a CERTAIN SOMEONE. *rolls eyes* busy cursing away. busy being crazy. being imagining how miss kellies would look like. busy thinking of my distinction ballet grade 6 certificate. busy imagining all my joy when i've finally finished homework. busy wishing hide was still here. =(
ok sad thoughts aside.
i can't do it. i'm still so angry. GRR. at the whole world. at everyone. i'm hating every single person now. for different reasons. GRR. why can't everyone just like erm. die?
fuckers, just leave me alone.
i hate sharing this world with so many people.
it's too crowded. i don't get any attention.
HELLO HELLO, anyone there?
ok this whole load of crap is very random.
random but true.
ah fuck i'm turning insane again.
stupid radio, why can't you just shut up?
stupid computer, why can't you just have a tinted screen?
stupid keyboard, why can't you have keys that are nicer to press?
stupid earsticks, why can't you come in glass?
stupid table, why aren't you made of marble?
stupid hands, why can't you type faster?
stupid face, why don't you look more decent?
stupid body, why aren't your growing?
-.- ok whatever. i'm digressing. who cares.
fuck this world. i hate everything.
STUPID SCISSORS, WHY CAN'T YOU HAVE THREE HOLES TO PLACE THREE FINGERS.
i wanna go sleep but i can't.
my stupid bed is not soft enough.
my stupid bed isn't made of roses and water. neither is it made of rose water.
my stupid pillows arent silken.
just did it at 10:05 PM