Wednesday, February 15, 2006
MY 4TH AND FINAL POST OF THE DAY. oh my god i really am turning insane. i've been laughing since after dinner around 8+ and i STILL can't stop.
ok since i'm in a BAD mood (note the drastic change) i'll post about something UN happening. seriously i agree with kiayi. Mrs T asked us today about what exactly is happening to the students of dunman high. But i think we as students are allowed to ask in return, WHAT on earth is happening to the teachers? Everyone's becoming so unhappy. everyone's becoming so annoying. Everyone's starting to be filled with angst. Why? Ok firstly i'll talk about Wongka.
Wongka was really so horrible. she went around gloating to everyone about how bad our class is. THe worst, she claimed. HaHa. I personally think, she is the WORST teacher. Why? Because she didn't get her facts right before blabbering away to other teachers about how barbaric we are. And i don't see how BAD our class is. So bad until we have reached the worst. -.- wow, now THAT is some accomplishment. Wongka was being so unreasonable. reason being she herself was sleeping during I&E. Since she was happily snoozing off at the back, how can she judge on who was paying attention and who was not? actually i don't think anyone was really paying attention. Firstly, I&E is NOT interesting. we're all forced into this whole bloody thing arent we? we weren't given a choice. We were forced to be paid for. Not one of us said that we wanted this. Ok back to the point. She herself was sleeping away so how can she tell the attentive from the others? what if for the split moment when she opened her eyes the attentive people happened to be giving constructive ideas? (i doubt anyone was) what if for that moment the mischevious ones were resting their mouths for awhile? How can she just base her judgement on what she saw for merely a few moments? It is unfair, isnt it? She as a teacher should set the right example, by simply NOT dozing off in class and then turning around to point the finger at us in return. What is her problem? I'm sure alot of us would feel so wronged. But too bad we never have a chance to voice out our opinions in front of them. Because in school, teachers are forever right. Students are forever wrong. Students who try to prove themselves otherwise are labelled as rebellious students. this makes no point does it? but yes, this is the way it works. unfair and biased. And secondly, I don't see how Wongka can even think that sulin is dismissing her. Sulin was merely answering her question! and i think sulin is VERY brave to do so. most students would just keep their head low and remain silent. Please note, sulin is not REBELLING, she's just answering a question asked by the teacher. Maybe it's because no one ever dares to answer the teacher. everyone's afraid of offending them. because no matter what we do, they ARE above us. right or wrong, as long as it's on a different stand as the teachers, we are ALWAYS wrong. I think Wongka is just so jealous because probably no one has dared to answer her as sulin did yesterday. I never said that we aren't in the wrong. we definetly are, but SO IS SHE! it's unfair for her to just escape unscathed like that. *relaxes*
Ok now on to roti john. She, for god's sake is our form teacher. shouldnt she have more faith in us than to just blindy believe her colleague? see? this perfectly acts as an evidence that students are ALWAYS wrong. we never are given a chance to stand up for ourselves. simply because we're always judged by the teachers. IT ISN'T FAIR! and on to the 'punishment' letter. WHY arent we allowed to write about our own feelings about yesterday's incident? simply because she's making us reflect upon something that we did not do enitrely wrong! we're not entirely at fault, so why arent we given the chance to stand up for ourselves? why are we always trained from young to give politically correct answers like: i will promise to be a good student from now on. I will listen attentively for all lessons and not day dream. I will not talk in class. -.- who in the world actually manages to accomplish that? it's simply because we've been taught to write all these untruthful stuff since young! we're forced to make empty promises, forced to spin beautifully structured lies. taught by who? none other than the teachers. don't they realise that forcing us to write something against our own will is not going to work out at all? so why are they still wasting their time? teachers these days seriously have to start thinking of new ways to really interact with the students. not by telling us this and that. not by demanding us to do this and that. not by bossing us around. not by brainwashing us. but by letting our ideas flow more freely in the classroom. by listening more to our opinions and ideas. by understanding us more.
i doubt any teacher would read this whole thing. but even if a teacher comes across this? so what? would he or she listen and feel moved or touched? would he or she feel sorry? NO! why?
i would be considered as a rebellious student by going against the teachers. i would be showing great disrespect although the truth is that i'm only trying to state my stand. why?
because once again, teachers are ALWAYS right. students are ALWAYS wrong. any student who thinks otherwise would be a bad bad student.
the world is like that eh? unfair, biased and full of injustice.
being a student in a good school is no fun at all, seriously.
just did it at 10:20 PM